This could be anywhere…
Paraphrasing the title I just try to fake that isnt my weakness or fault while I heard all those words and figure me in this…
“I really need a change
I’m not a pessimist but sometimes hope is missed or missing
I haven’t felt so fucking drained, i need a break
I’m not quite there but i’m on my way
I’m still forgetting names and faces, i need to get away
From this place, ‘cause my outlooks’ changed
Along with how i speak and i’m really not the same as i used to be
I’m always living in my head and i can’t remember when, i last felt alive
I’m holding out for a saving grace, to show me the error of my ways
I really need a change
I’m not a pessimist but sometimes hope is missed or missing
I haven’t felt so fucking drained, i need a break”
